| Friday, November 30th, 2007 |
| 12:29 am |
I felt i wanted to say something and this is where i am saying it.
Hebben u ooit benieuwd zijn waarom, dat geen kwestie hoe hard u probeert u vindt altijd dat u altijd... alleen zult zijn. van het onderwijs toen ik jong was heb ik vast nooit om gehouden te wankelen wanneer de kans zich voordoet. ik ben goed onderwezen, aan goed dat niet is het mijn onderwijs mijn vloek geworden. ik ben onderwezen langs en greep aan geloven die nu alles behalve gegaan zijn. ik vind ik om word vervloekt alleen te sterven. als dit het geval toen zodat is kan het zijn ik nog probeert met weinig hoop dat ik één dag zal vinden wie aangezien ik gelooft dat de eerbied, de liefde en de waarden één dag zullen heersen. anders zal ik sterven aangezien ik vandaag... alleen leef Current Mood: exanimateCurrent Music: loser, beck |
| Saturday, February 10th, 2007 |
| 2:42 am |
A wonderful time
Mike man i thought you band was pretty good for their first gig man. i know you guys were nervous and made a few mistakes but all in all i think you guys did really good. on a viewer standpoint tho i think you need someone with a little stronger lyrics. john just dont have th evocals for the lyrics your other singer... i cant think the name cuz im buzzed right now i think was pretty good. he just kept putting his hand over the mic and cutting out the sound. other then that man i think you guys did really good for your first time gig. i hope to be seeing more of you guys in the future. on a side note phil and tiff ditched me and none of my other friends showed up. so i left aroung 12pm and came home. but when i got here. i decided that i needed to be out more and meet more ppl. well i had a shot of crown at home and left again. went back up there and man am i glad i did. met a girl named holly and we had a good chat. on the down side of that she is goin out with one of the guys i work with. however she is a really nice girl and we got along really well. told her i used to be in culinary and she invited me over to her place to cook her something/show her how to cook. and so as not to make her b/f jelous or anything is gonna be a double date. im suppose to be goin there helpin with the food and what not and she is setting me up with one of her firends. all in all i think even if it dont work out here im going to go and chillax with some more of the ppl from ups. expand the fishing nets as some would say. but t/b honest i just had a really good time tonite. and hope there are more of these more often. just next time i kinda hope some of my own friends show up as well. but hey mabey ill start going to see these bands by myself seems to work out alright. anyway im out. hope you all have a good night and a great week month year whatever it is till i post next. chow for now. Current Mood: drunk |
| Wednesday, August 9th, 2006 |
| 12:57 pm |
quick update.
Hello there all, just got a quick update. Ive now been in my new place offically for 8days now. we have the phone hooked up, the tv cable came this morning. and we should have internet today too. if not ima be yelling. my car is working just like always...a piece of crap. work is going the same as always..boring but busy. less then two weeks now until i go to my first concert ever woot woot. cant wait going to the big country concert in moncton next weekend. gonna be a party all weekend were leaving here friday afternoon and not coming back until sometime sunday. im gonna see about renting a car but if i cant then were gonna take mallorys van. gona be fun stuff. also on a side note it seems that my old roommates are spreading rumors about me at work tring to get ppl against me. quite frankly i dont care too much but if it becomes a problem i will bring it to management and work to have them fired. as i am not going to play games. i will get serious if they piss me off. but i do hope i dont need to do this. its not something i particuraly care to do. but if im pushed to much ill bite back. other then that i dont theres much more to report. o i go to calgary in 28 days. cant wait for that. anyway im off to work again. chow for now |
| Thursday, July 20th, 2006 |
| 12:34 pm |
My life Update
Well now where to begin. Ah i got my phone working agin after lot of fighting and me losing in the end. blargh to big companies. so now if anyone wants to call it will actually go through. This week and next week at work i am the acting eda for my group while ours is away in calgary. (eda is basically a mini supervisor tha looks after roughly 18ppl.) Well this week has been fun. i was literally told that i will be flying blind thse 2 weeks and so far i think im doing ok. i have made sure everyones time cards are in and get approved making sure my peeps get paid. i have been busy talking to different ports in canada and helping out ppl in my team. its...interesting and something new and challenging is what i need. on another note my term as team co-ordinator is up and i am now back to just a regualr rater/caller again when our eda returns. that blows cuz its really freaking boring and if they dont give me more to do when my eda comes back i will move to a different department. On another note. i have been having really messed up problems with rob and laura since they came back from vacation in june. and as it is i am moving outta the house this saturday. im putting all my things in a storage unit until the 1st of august when ashley and i move into an apartment downtown on charlotte. woot woot. People have been asking where im going to stay when i leave Lauras. Well i dont know. like i have said i might stay a night here or there or in my car. it dont matter to me. ill sleep where ever i am when i get tired basically. but i am not going to stay at a place where i cannot trust the people not to go thru my personal belongings. so when laura and i had a talk on tuesday and she told me she read ALL of my previous msn conversations with tiffany and mallory i was pissed off!!! that is a serious invasion of personal privacy. then when i went home and put a password on my computer THEY still found a way on my computer and deleted some shit off of it. LIKE HELLO PASSWORD PROTECT. THATS A TOTAL INVASION OF PRIVACY THERE FOR SURE!!!!!!. they also stole a movie i borrowed from a friend and are denying it. but i have it infront of the computer moniter and now it is gone. they said they didnt touch it BULL SHIT! i am the only other person there and i left it there so i would know where it was when i went to return it. so if i can take them to court for invasion of privacy i will im not putting up with any BS anymore. i did once with tricia and wil not again. For now i donot have the internet b/c they took the modem for high speed. if you dont see me online thats why. on another note the place i will be moving into is on the corner of charllote and smythe (real close to the exhibition grounds.) i cant wait and this is gonna be sweet gonna have a get together when i get moved into the place. i'm getting really anxious about my vataion now. less then two months to go and then i fly for the frist time on a passenger plane for two weeks in calgary. i cant wait gonna meet up with some ppl i know from there and gonna rent a car and take a drive to the mountains. im gonna have soo much fun. gonna have to buy a digital camera so i can take lots of pics. ooo boy i cant wait. im up for a raise at work and im also told worked might owe me back pay fot the passed 3 years that ive been here. this is due to them not giving me a raise the first two years i was here. man that wouold rock. even if they were only to give me a 0.50$ rasie from back then with all the back pay i would get like 3000$ man that would be awesome. it would almost pay off the loan i took out to get a newer car. o ya haha i took out a 3500$ loan to rebuild my credit and to buy a new car. which i hope i can find one this weekend. man gonna be a busy weekend. I'm going to the big country concert in Moncton with tiffany and mallory in august. that will be fun. ive never been to ao concert before. i guess were gonna be camping down there that night and coming back the next day. hehe i cant wait. gonna be good times. anyway im at work and should probally do some work hahaha. o on a side note might be going to doolys tomorrow. when i find out for sure will let you know. anyway chow for now. Current Mood: pissed off |
| Thursday, May 4th, 2006 |
| 1:44 am |
friendship
well here is an uncommon thing to be done. me putting up a post. i dont think i ahve posted anything since march and here it is may. anyway. i know i only have phil and mel as friends on my list of ppl that read this. but if the two of you can pass on the follwoing msg and see if you cannot find me an answer that would be muchly appreciated. my question is this. True Friends. what is a true friend and how do you know if a friend is a true friend. what makes a person your true friend how will you know who reall yare your friends. i have thought about this and i cannot come up with antyhing better then this... a true friend is someone who will be there for you when you really need someone. i have recieved chain mail from ppl that states this for a true friend. so what i can muster is this. the only way to tell if someone truly your friend you must have something really bad happen to you or something put your friendship on the rocks. then if the person does not turn tail and run but instead stay with you through the ordeal then you know you have a true friend. but in doing this you are putting yourself on a limb with no saftey net to catch you if you fall. you are relying on that hand to be there for you to grab and hold on to you. if that hand is not there to grab onto when you need it you are in for what will seem a very long fall but infact becomes a very short and painful fall and landing. this in turn shows that you do not have a true friend or likly not a friend at all anymore but also now you have to work on the recovery from your fall. this is so much to risk for such an answer. but i donot know anyother way as to figure who your true friends are and who are only the friendship leechers. if anyone out there can come up with another potentialy less painfull way to figure this out please do let me know. as i am curious. thank you. Current Mood: discontent |
| Saturday, March 25th, 2006 |
| 5:44 pm |
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006 |
| 8:11 pm |
Blargh.....work drive me crazy!!!!! It's been 3 work days now that i have been to busy to take anymore then a break for a coffe run (which take about 15minutes). this really blows as i dont have a chance to eat any food. yesterday i didnt eat until 2in the morning, so far today i have had a handfull of mini eggs and probally wont be eating anything until tommorrow night when i take my supper break at work.....ya!!!!! anyway im already 20minutes after my shift at work and ill probally be here for another 30minutes or so so i should try to finish up and get outta here.. show for now Current Mood: crazy |
| Friday, February 24th, 2006 |
| 5:33 pm |
woohoo had a good day yesterday. stayed up all night wednesday got very little sleep thrusday played xbox live all day w/ma buddy robert. then went to dooleys at 6 for a members only party w/door prizes cheap booze and munchies. so ya me and 3 friends took thursday off to go to the party when we picked up another buddy and went we all shared one table. of our table 3 of us won door prizes. i won a t-shirt, robert one a team canada winter touqe and laura won a new jacket!!! woot woot!. also mel stopped in for an hour or so and finally decided to have a game of pool with M. she kicked M's ass she says its beginners luck but i think its hidden talent. now i just hope any one of the 4 of us wins the grand prize of 5000$ we decided that if one of us wins we will split it w/the other 3 ppl, that wasy it increases all of our chances of winning something. that would so rock if we win. also i might be buying a new car this weekend (joy) more bills lol but i need a car so what can i do hehe. anyway back to work for me. Current Mood: working |
| Friday, February 10th, 2006 |
| 2:08 pm |
ahh i hate insurance companies, when you want to pay all of your insurance premiums at once they are a pain in the arse. especially if you have an insurance companies. they told me i could pay over the phone w/a credit card....well when i called this morning they were like im sorry you cannot pay by credit card we need you to send money order or certified cheque. BAH!!! im told one thing one day then another thing another day!! well today i got to be the aggravated customer. and it damn well felt good. but it cost me like an additional 50$ to have this made in a money order then sent express post. BAH and double BAH!!! i can't wait until tonight when i can have a good stiff drink and have some fun. Bah off to work i go Current Mood: pissed off |
| Monday, January 30th, 2006 |
| 12:51 pm |
It's monday
well all it's monday i'm back to work and am not really loving it, its not quite as busy today as it was all last week but im still busy enough. I'm still not really sure about posting on lj as it is only my second time and never really know what to write. I had a great weekend did the whole going out friday (kinda like i do every friday) then went and played pool w/a buddy of mine. i kinda felt guilty cuz we were working on my computer and ended up frying his new mp3 player, so i paid for pool. then sunday morning i veggied out at my mother visiting her and doing laundry and all that fun stuff. Then i went to mel's place and we ate poutine's fo supper and watched some dead like me. we were going to watch another movie but ended up veggin out and talking. As for phils "diper" party im thinking about what to do and am not quite sure yet, i have come to the conclusion that it will be probally the first week of march depending on people's scheduling for work and such. haven't decided on much else yet thos and have to ask some ppl about it yet, but i will have something set up for phil and tiff. anyway i gotta log out for now..(kinda at work) lates all Current Mood: awake |
| Sunday, January 29th, 2006 |
| 5:54 pm |
Hey this a great day, had a wonderful night friday night, as i do every friday. I have now found out also that i am 1 half of the new "it" couple that everyone wants to be like. Guess who the other half is......if you dont know look at the pic.  (PS: I am a bandwith theif)...o ya i love to theif things muwahahahaha ^I didnt write that. ALso to phil (dhoal) you are so wearing the baby outfit at your "diper" party, you will do this, if you want me to organize it for you...because i am you friend and it is my job to make an ass out of you. |